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Summer is…….absolutely wonderful
I don’t know… life is good, and that sums up a lot……..
My birthday was…. One of a kind… I must say
To all of you who imed, called, commented, and texted me saying Happy Birthday>>>I appreciate it alottt… it meant a lot… and especially the ones that I got to see>>you guys made my birthday
I think the best part of my bday was just when the boys and cara came over the night 4
One of the absolutely most amazing things about summer is seeing people from different schools that you never get to see normally—ahh I love it so much
Old Shawnee Days was wayyyyyy different this year…. It’s a very odd feeling. Like all the other years of old Shawnee days I was with the same group of people… and this year I wasn’t. It was nice seeing them . Kind of odd though, a lot of the people I hung out with were all with the same people it seemed like and I was with totally different people, I love my friends with all my heart though, thy couldn’t be any better.
Freshmen year - absolutely amazing. I learned more in this year it’s insane. I wouldn’t regret one thing about freshmen year, it was just so fricking awesome. I made so many awesome friends and still kept amazing ones.
This year I Have actually come to reality--- my life has been great. God has blessed me.. I used to focus on all the bad that has happened in my life… but it’s just pointless to do it. At times I wish I was more than I am….. More perfect, more talented, more athletic, more flawless, more innocent, more beautiful. But who doesn’t. I still am searching for what I am really really good at in life, and what I can do for others with this unfound talent. It really makes me wonder, but I can not wait until I find it you know. I am starting to put a lot of my life in Gods hands, and it is working a lot.
One major thing I have learned this year is who I am. Entering high school, knowing about 10 people in the entire giant school of NW> I could have gotten myself in about any group. My personality was kind of go with the flow, I kind of followed a lot of people- not really knowing what I was doing. But more and more as high school went on, I just learned to be myself and I never hold back my feelings—and it’s nice.
I have come to realize how different I really am then everyone else. I have realized that all the events in my life such as my brother dying, has truly made who I have become into. I take nothing for granted and I appreciate everything- and God plays a huge role in my life. If Michael wouldn’t have died I honestly don’t know where I would be and who I would be with. I mean because of Michael’s death I met Kelsey, who still is my best friend, and she helped me through absolutely everything at St. Joe. I truly am a believer of everything happening for a reason- and to take the positive out of every experience because God nos what he’s doing. Trust him.
And I have come to another conclusion>>>Im happy, honestly and truly happy. And happiness can not come from your friends, from your family, or your posseseions, it has to come from yourself and only you. I think happiness comes from beyond you you are living, but also how you have lived and the experiences that you have gone through to get you to where you are today, that’s what makes me happy.
“You have got to shed some tears
before you can really smile”
umm the pictures arent working now
stupid photbucket doest workl and neither does my picgaller so yeahh idk
but i do no i love you
yeahhh and one more thingg
 i got a ticket for rascal flatts from KELSEY!!! ahhh thanks so much kels that was so fricking awesome im so excited
i love kelsey......Best friends since 2nd grade...and best friends for life.... we got throguh our first year of hs and were still best friends... yeah we can get through anything
my... have we grown upp
ok guys im out i love you leave a comment!
great job on the comments last time btw.....61 ! woooottt lol
"A friend loves at all times."
Proverbs 17:17
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sooo volleyball camp was this week
i cant stress enough how much i love those vball girls..
yelterday at claras was so much fun witch clara and kyndizleee haha
drinking games with lemon juice... how much cooler can we get haha
yeah they are pretty much the coolest peopel ever
i have become pretty much obsessed with relient k blink 182 and box car racer lately lol random but i reeally dooo....
When I made up my mind
And my heart along with that
To live not for myself
But yet for God, somebody said
Do you know what you are getting yourself into?
When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me so unsure of these
Things I ask myself, I ask myself
Do you know what you are getting yourself into?
He said, I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into
~*Relient K*~
Let me go
I'm not done
I swear I'll take this one lifetime
And I
I wont lie
I wont sin
Why does it feel the same
To fall in love
or break it off?
And if a young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick-off
Don't depend on me
To ever follow through on anything but
I'd go through Hell for you and
I haven't been this scared, in a long time
And I'm so unprepared
So here's your Valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words
A simple melody
This world's an ugly place
But you're so beautiful to me
BLINK 182
and i found a really cute quote
The world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us. but im armed with one
reason why it will...i love you
-boy meets world
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caras gone to Atlanta.... forever....
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s of that bitch that married him! hhaa he is still the love of my life lol